There's always that one person ; that will always have your heart
You never see it coming cause; you're blinded from the start
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ramblings of a teenage girl
Nurshafiqah, 14+
24 December 1994
CCKSians
she loves her ♥husband[s]
and ♥boyfriend
fan of: Alesana&AvengedSevenfold! [Big Time!]
Know that you're that one for me,
it's clear for everyone to see.
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
Friday, November 27, 2009 ( 9:19 PM )
He's my man. My boyfriend. My everything eh? I know, some will 'merepeknyer' Some will 'awwww, so sweet' Well yeah, if you're me.. You'll know how hard it is for us.. To go through.. All this 6 months (goint to).. Thick & thin, together. Now, i hope, forever ^^ If you love your bf/gf, i know you'll do the same thing too. Baby, I love you. (:
Just came back from Granny's house. Had fun cos cam-whored like damnnn. One of the pics, my cousin bro & cousin sis, posed like... Lets say.. They posed like.. What do your mum & dad do that they process.. into you? x) I hope you understand. & most of the shots that are funny are those where we wanted to 'step lompat' which the outcome is freaking funny. Ahahahaha. If i have the pics, i'll show you. Hmm. 3 more days to 6 monthsaryyy~ Weeeeeeeeeeee. Planning of a double date with Kak Fad. I mean, me with Love & Kak fad with Feeq lah duhh~ Hahahaha. Kay, i know, i haven't been updating. Sorry eh? Mls ah. Got tweet, so, blog buat aper?! For the sake of love, well yeah, sanggop................... Aminnnnnn............... Hahahaha. Kay bye, xo. ^^
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Friday, September 18, 2009 ( 5:41 AM )
'kau punyer perangailah yg buat ramai orang benci kau!' - Well, dok, its good to have enemies cause atleast I've stood up for something in my life. How about you? Think before you talk. Btw, dgn prangai aku eh yg skrg i have a civilised life. Dgn prangai aku skrg eh, yg aku ta campur dgn slh org uh. Get your facts right lah bitch. Lek lu. Don't anyhow post at your blog about ppl when its Ramadhan month & when you jolly well know that you're not that perfect either. Kau suro aku pi mampos dgn Cristiano aku kan? Ah, mmg aku nk sngt2 pi mampos dgn dier. Saper sa tanak mati dgn mataer sendiri. Tapi, too bad uh dok, ajal di tngn tuhan. Check2, nnti kau yg mampos dulu. Hmm. Ah. Kay, bye.
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
Thursday, September 17, 2009 ( 9:50 PM )
Tidakkah engkau tahu syg betapaku syg pada mu engkaulah insan yg ku cinta untk selama-lamanya tapi disebaliknya apa yg kau berikan padaku kasih dan syg kini tiada pilunya di hatiku... kini kau berubah... kau tk seperti dulu mengapa syg mengapa engkau jadi begini kini aku menyesal mencintaimu kerna cintaku dipermainkan secukup-cukupnya hampalah hatiku dlm percintaan engkau membuatku tidak mahu cinta lagi syg mengapa engkau permainkan cinta yg sudah kita bina kini klu tk syg lagi berterus terang padaku jgn lah engkau menyiksa ku tk sanggup lagi ku menanggung dugaan cinta yg kau beri terhadap diriku sakitnya hatiku sampainya hatimu kau tidak melayan diriku seperti dahulu cuba kau rasakan apa yg telah ku rasa kini pasti kau juga akan menyesali cintaku kini airmata pun mula mengalir engkau masih belum berubah engkau tetap sama kini aku meminta maaf kerna hatiku dah tertutup untuk dirimu oh..syg lepaskan aku,bebaskan aku pergilah syg jgn kembali lagi...ah ah ah..ah ah ah...ah ah ah... cintaku dipermainkan...
IM OFFICIALLY IN LOVE WITH APIT. HAHAHAHAHA. WTF SHAF. KAY NVM. I STILL LOVE MAN B \m/ Woooooh! Hahahaha. Nolah, i love my boyfriend (: Happy I-can't-wait-for-raya! FIrst day, BLUE. 4 Groups to walk with. Plus, Farah's & Dayang's birthday & most fucking important thing is FUCKING EXAMS. pfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffft. Kaylah. Bye, xoxo.
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( 9:00 PM )
mengapa ketika bila aku sendirian terkenang kenangan waktu kita bersama pilu rasa hati bila engkau tiada disisi
indah waktu itu hanya engkau disampingku seakan dunia milik kita berdua kini kau tiada hanya aku dilamun rindu
(ChORuS) berikanlah kesempatan untuk aku menjelaskan agar engkau kan pahami apa yang telah terjadi tak perlu kau meragui ketulusan hati ini kerna aku disalah mengerti
tidak pernah pun terlintas untuk aku menduakan kerna ku telah berjanji cinta kita akan abadi tak perlu kau mengkhianati cinta yang luhur dan murni diatas tomahan orang lain...
indah waktu itu bila engkau disampingku seakan dunia milik kita berdua kini kau tiada hanya aku dilamun rindu kini kau tiada hanya aku dilamun rindu...
StoriesOfMyLife♥ --
Tuesday, September 8, 2009 ( 11:04 PM )
Im bored. B-O-R-E-D Waiting for Hazim to online. But he didn't Damn, i miss him like %^&*($%^&* Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :'( Hazzzzzzzzziiiiiiiiiiiiiimmmmmmmmmm Online laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh Pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaassssssssssssssssseeeeeee Woah, one day feels like one year. Tsk! Imy dude! So much. Cpat online. I'll wait :'(
& Ohyeah, tadi evening, I onlined, & finally, my boyfriend, who MIA-ed onlined. Like, happy ah, dah lamer ta bbual. Then talk2, then i gtg ;( Like wtf. Time flies so fast. Seriously, I've felt like, i've been missing alot from him.. As in, whatever happens to him, I don't know. & frm what I see, his friends know more? Am i not good in being his girlfriend? Or is he just lacking in our love life? I miss the old us. Definitely. Uh haiz. I may look as if im okay. Im okay with the situation & how's life now. But the truth, really, No. Uh dang, I dunno what to do. ;'( My shoulder to lean on; Hazim, online, please?
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Monday, September 7, 2009 ( 11:37 PM )
Hazim's the sweetest drug in my life right now which i can't get enough of. Not perfect, but certainly, the sweetest guy i ever met. His smile & laugh reminds me of Alfi. But for sure, he's better. Even though he's far, i feel like as if, he's near. Nvr stopped missing him. Thanks Hazim for being in my life. You, now, here, in my heart, makes me feel happier then before :') Far frm my eyes, close to the heart. Ily dude.
Went Jurong East Library to study & guess what, i go meet arshad! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! For so longggggg. & of course, he'll never chnge. But, for a short time :( I need more time sak! Sheeeeeeeeeessssshhh. When we're gonna seperate cos he's gotta go work, I hugged him[BIG TIME!] I hug him tight until i almost fell :l Lol. But worth it. Gonna miss you Dude! Call me soon :') After that, we went Bugis. To play Arcade[like real] One game is like... 4 tokens... & 4 tokens is like... $2? I brought money. But, $2 for a game? Pffft, not worth it. Then walk freaking far just to ride bus 190. Most of us slept in the bus. Tired I guess[Duh].. Got home, sleep again. Woke up, break fast. Online & TALKED TO HAZIM. Now, webbie-ing with him. Gaaahhh, Im so happy to see his face. Weeeeeeeeeee. So ppl. How's you Hari Raya preparations? I sure can't wait for Hari Raya. Nowadays, i cried listening to 'air mata syawal' by Siti Nurhaliza.. Hazim said im crazy.. But yeah, the song saddening lah! Can't help it. Hmm kaylah, till here. Sorry for not updating much. I've been busy with my school work lately. Ehem. Nak work hard lah katekan. *coughs* Hahaha. Kaylah. Byebye. xoxo,
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Sunday, September 6, 2009 ( 9:59 PM )
Air Mata Syawal lyrics by Siti Nurhaliza
Sayu... Hati ini makin sayu Rindu... Terkenangkan desa permai Wajah ayah bonda Bermain di mata Mengajak ku pulang ke desa Di hari bahagia Hari raya Lama ku tunggu Bertemu di pagi mulia Namun tidak kesampaian Air mata jatuh berlinangan Ku ingin berulang Manisnya bersama Menyambut hari bahagia Jarak memisahkan Rindu pertemuan Bilakah hasrat jadi nyata Duhai ayah bonda Ampunkan anakanda Tak dapat beraya bersama Jauh dari mata Dekat dalam jiwa Teguh kasihku tak berubah Lama ku tunggu Bertemu di pagi mulia Namun tidak kesampaian Air mata jatuh berlinangan
Selamat upcoming Hari Raya people! :D
And even though there's another man who's in my life,
you will always be my boo.