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2009-11-27T21:19:00.002+08:00

He's my man.
My boyfriend.
My everything eh?
I know, some will 'merepeknyer'
Some will 'awwww, so sweet'
Well yeah, if you're me..
You'll know how hard it is for us..
To go through..
All this 6 months (goint to)..
Thick & thin, together.
Now, i hope, forever ^^
If you love your bf/gf, i know you'll do the same thing too.
Baby, I love you. (:

Just came back from Granny's house. Had fun cos cam-whored like damnnn. One of the pics, my cousin bro & cousin sis, posed like... Lets say.. They posed like.. What do your mum & dad do that they process.. into you? x) I hope you understand. & most of the shots that are funny are those where we wanted to 'step lompat' which the outcome is freaking funny. Ahahahaha. If i have the pics, i'll show you. Hmm. 3 more days to 6 monthsaryyy~ Weeeeeeeeeeee. Planning of a double date with Kak Fad. I mean, me with Love & Kak fad with Feeq lah duhh~ Hahahaha. Kay, i know, i haven't been updating. Sorry eh? Mls ah. Got tweet, so, blog buat aper?! For the sake of love, well yeah, sanggop................... Aminnnnnn............... Hahahaha.
Kay bye, xo. ^^

2009-09-18T05:41:00.005+08:00

'kau punyer perangailah yg buat ramai orang benci kau!' - Well, dok, its good to have enemies cause atleast I've stood up for something in my life. How about you? Think before you talk. Btw, dgn prangai aku eh yg skrg i have a civilised life. Dgn prangai aku skrg eh, yg aku ta campur dgn slh org uh. Get your facts right lah bitch. Lek lu. Don't anyhow post at your blog about ppl when its Ramadhan month & when you jolly well know that you're not that perfect either. Kau suro aku pi mampos dgn Cristiano aku kan? Ah, mmg aku nk sngt2 pi mampos dgn dier. Saper sa tanak mati dgn mataer sendiri. Tapi, too bad uh dok, ajal di tngn tuhan. Check2, nnti kau yg mampos dulu. Hmm. Ah. Kay, bye.

2009-09-17T21:50:00.003+08:00

Tidakkah engkau tahu syg
betapaku syg pada mu
engkaulah insan yg ku cinta untk selama-lamanya
tapi disebaliknya apa yg kau berikan padaku
kasih dan syg kini tiada
pilunya di hatiku...
kini kau berubah...
kau tk seperti dulu
mengapa syg mengapa
engkau jadi begini
kini aku menyesal mencintaimu
kerna cintaku dipermainkan secukup-cukupnya
hampalah hatiku dlm percintaan
engkau membuatku tidak mahu cinta lagi syg
mengapa engkau permainkan cinta yg sudah kita bina
kini klu tk syg lagi berterus terang padaku
jgn lah engkau menyiksa ku
tk sanggup lagi ku menanggung dugaan cinta yg kau beri terhadap diriku
sakitnya hatiku sampainya hatimu
kau tidak melayan diriku seperti dahulu
cuba kau rasakan apa yg telah ku rasa
kini pasti kau juga akan menyesali cintaku
kini airmata pun mula mengalir
engkau masih belum berubah
engkau tetap sama
kini aku meminta maaf kerna hatiku dah tertutup untuk dirimu oh..syg
lepaskan aku,bebaskan aku
pergilah syg
jgn kembali lagi...ah ah ah..ah ah ah...ah ah ah...
cintaku dipermainkan...

IM OFFICIALLY IN LOVE WITH APIT.
HAHAHAHAHA. WTF SHAF. KAY NVM.
I STILL LOVE MAN B \m/ Woooooh!
Hahahaha. Nolah, i love my boyfriend (:
Happy I-can't-wait-for-raya!
FIrst day, BLUE.
4 Groups to walk with.
Plus, Farah's & Dayang's birthday
& most fucking important thing is
FUCKING EXAMS.
pfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffft.
Kaylah.
Bye, xoxo.

2009-09-17T21:00:00.001+08:00

mengapa ketika bila aku sendirian
terkenang kenangan waktu kita bersama
pilu rasa hati bila engkau tiada disisi

indah waktu itu hanya engkau disampingku
seakan dunia milik kita berdua
kini kau tiada hanya aku dilamun rindu

mengapa kau menghilangkan dirimu
katakan salahku
sehingga... kau hancurkan hidupku...
ohhh....

(ChORuS)
berikanlah kesempatan
untuk aku menjelaskan
agar engkau kan pahami
apa yang telah terjadi
tak perlu kau meragui
ketulusan hati ini
kerna aku disalah mengerti

tidak pernah pun terlintas
untuk aku menduakan
kerna ku telah berjanji
cinta kita akan abadi
tak perlu kau mengkhianati
cinta yang luhur dan murni
diatas tomahan orang lain...

indah waktu itu bila engkau disampingku
seakan dunia milik kita berdua
kini kau tiada hanya aku dilamun rindu
kini kau tiada hanya aku dilamun rindu...

2009-09-08T23:04:00.000+08:00

Im bored.
B-O-R-E-D
Waiting for Hazim to online.
But he didn't
Damn, i miss him like %^&*($%^&*
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :'(
Hazzzzzzzzziiiiiiiiiiiiiimmmmmmmmmm
Online laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh
Pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaassssssssssssssssseeeeeee
Woah, one day feels like one year. Tsk! Imy dude! So much. Cpat online. I'll wait :'(

& Ohyeah, tadi evening, I onlined, & finally, my boyfriend, who MIA-ed onlined. Like, happy ah, dah lamer ta bbual. Then talk2, then i gtg ;( Like wtf. Time flies so fast. Seriously, I've felt like, i've been missing alot from him.. As in, whatever happens to him, I don't know. & frm what I see, his friends know more? Am i not good in being his girlfriend? Or is he just lacking in our love life? I miss the old us. Definitely. Uh haiz. I may look as if im okay. Im okay with the situation & how's life now. But the truth, really, No. Uh dang, I dunno what to do. ;'(
My shoulder to lean on; Hazim, online, please?

2009-09-07T23:37:00.000+08:00

Hazim's the sweetest drug in my life right now which i can't get enough of. Not perfect, but certainly, the sweetest guy i ever met. His smile & laugh reminds me of Alfi. But for sure, he's better. Even though he's far, i feel like as if, he's near. Nvr stopped missing him. Thanks Hazim for being in my life. You, now, here, in my heart, makes me feel happier then before :') Far frm my eyes, close to the heart. Ily dude.

Went Jurong East Library to study & guess what, i go meet arshad! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! For so longggggg. & of course, he'll never chnge. But, for a short time :( I need more time sak! Sheeeeeeeeeessssshhh. When we're gonna seperate cos he's gotta go work, I hugged him[BIG TIME!] I hug him tight until i almost fell :l Lol. But worth it. Gonna miss you Dude! Call me soon :') After that, we went Bugis. To play Arcade[like real] One game is like... 4 tokens... & 4 tokens is like... $2? I brought money. But, $2 for a game? Pffft, not worth it. Then walk freaking far just to ride bus 190. Most of us slept in the bus. Tired I guess[Duh].. Got home, sleep again. Woke up, break fast. Online & TALKED TO HAZIM. Now, webbie-ing with him. Gaaahhh, Im so happy to see his face. Weeeeeeeeeee. So ppl. How's you Hari Raya preparations? I sure can't wait for Hari Raya. Nowadays, i cried listening to 'air mata syawal' by Siti Nurhaliza.. Hazim said im crazy.. But yeah, the song saddening lah! Can't help it. Hmm kaylah, till here. Sorry for not updating much. I've been busy with my school work lately. Ehem. Nak work hard lah katekan. *coughs* Hahaha. Kaylah. Byebye.
xoxo,

2009-09-06T21:59:00.000+08:00

Air Mata Syawal lyrics by Siti Nurhaliza

Sayu...
Hati ini makin sayu
Rindu...
Terkenangkan desa permai
Wajah ayah bonda
Bermain di mata
Mengajak ku pulang ke desa
Di hari bahagia
Hari raya
Lama ku tunggu
Bertemu di pagi mulia
Namun tidak kesampaian
Air mata jatuh berlinangan
Ku ingin berulang
Manisnya bersama
Menyambut hari bahagia
Jarak memisahkan
Rindu pertemuan
Bilakah hasrat jadi nyata
Duhai ayah bonda
Ampunkan anakanda
Tak dapat beraya bersama
Jauh dari mata
Dekat dalam jiwa
Teguh kasihku tak berubah
Lama ku tunggu
Bertemu di pagi mulia
Namun tidak kesampaian
Air mata jatuh berlinangan

Selamat upcoming Hari Raya people! :D

2009-08-16T16:52:00.001+08:00

There it says,

Ohh wait ,
I miss my shaf. My shafiqah. :D
Jumpe soon, maklumlah, kiter org busy. LOL. sorraeeyyyyyyy eh. :D

Like, so sweet stuff kan? HAHAHAHA. Then, she talked to me when i onlined. & that particular time, i was having a bad mood ah. She cheered me up & said this:

♥ ιqαн cєωєк says:
relax yo shaff
you have me .
and you knw i love you .

Sweetest gf ever ^.^ THANKS IQAH! Kay, now i miss Azz like damnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, but for sure, he's gonna kill me for not answering his calls :l IM SICK. Sorry >.< *Praying hard he'll call again* Kay, im heaving my headaches again. Kay, byebye, xoxo.

2009-07-27T22:38:00.000+08:00

Kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. Now, blogger have changed! yaaaaaaaaaaay! *claps* -.- Have you guys heard of the line, 'kiwak, kau dah berubah sak ____' Ofcourse ah eh, its common. Ppl all around use it. Well, im gonna say, 'KIWAK, KAU DAH BERUBAH EH BLOGGER!' LOL! xDD So yeah, girls are girls. Days are days. Kay wth, i was like, trying to say...... My days, NOTHING SPECIAL. *thumbs down* Today, bloody suey. *mengucap* *istighfar* Tabahkan hati. LOL. Hmm, i lost my EZ-Link card. Went home around fucking 7+ because of the fucking late 975 bus. SHEEEEEEESH. >:l! Went to the Bus Service Thingy to like, ask if they found my card & NOTHING WAS FOUND. & The bloody Apek shout at me like im his friend like that :l Told Ayul what happen & kena scolded for being careless. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. SO SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD T.T Dammit, I miss Arep :l LOL. Dah de mataer, menggatal ehhhhhhhhhhhhhh! HAHAHAHAH. kaylah, ngantok. Night. XOXO!

2009-07-16T21:01:00.004+08:00

hmmmm, people,
should i privatise my blog orrr...
change my link?
since im popular & i have too much fans[those freaking spammers]
who won't let me rest.. =.=
hmmm
hmmm
hmmm
What do you think?
TAG ME! :]
current mood: Missing boyfriend & MJ.
Dammit, why must the good die young?! Pffft.

2009-07-16T20:25:00.005+08:00

A lil' something for boyfriend..
I know its jiwang, just bear with it.
LOL.

Sepi ku rasa kalau kau tiada
Terkuncilah hatikku untuk bercinta
Apalah gunanya ku bercinta lagi
Kalau hanya untuk menyakitkan hati...

Sia-sia saja kesetiaanku
Hanyalah pada dirimu
Sanggupkah engkau
Meninggalkan aku...

Ku harapkan mu agar menghargai cintaku
Tapi disebaliknya mengapa
Sanggupkah engkau, meninggalkan aku..

Oh kasihku..
Oh sayangku...
Dimanakah dirimu
Ku disini menunggu
Keayuan wajahmu...

Kembalilah kau kepadaku
Seperti waktu dahulu
Kembalikan lah hatiku..
Oh sayangku..

Percayalah..
Sesungguhnya..
Tanda ku akan setia
Walau seribu tahun
Kan datang melanda..
Ku harap kau akan percaya
Sejak kata-kata ku ini
Ku takkan bercinta lagi
Kalau kat takda di sisi...

Baby, i miss you.
Can't wait for your hp to be back with you.
I need you more than anything else.
Nothing else matters but just, you.
& Baby, of course i won't leave you!
Love you sayang.
muahmuahmuah! :]

2009-07-15T21:37:00.000+08:00

World's changing. All i asked for was a lil' happiness in life. Not to be used. Not to be the one who ppl see nothing in. Not a friend, good friend, bestfriend or even classmate. Its okay if life for me was suppose to be alone. Alone is not a problem, just, don't hurt me. Im too weak to be hurt. I wanted to be strong, of course. But the pressure is too hard. Im not facing 1 or 2 but more. What i freaking need now is my boyfriend. He's there, but just not too close. Them? Uh, now no more. Why should I? Im just someone who ppl need when there's no one else. Being someone good doesn't make me any better. Being quiet doesn't benefit me. Being me, hurts. No one understand. How should I say.. No one even care. They assume they did. But, someone else's worth more caring then me. Being around with ppl that they feel good with, i was put aside. When they're alone, Im there. Why? Im the last one that they can depend on. The freaking last human that anyone would want to find. Boyfriend, i miss you. No one's better. No one knew. They've done it, then they're gone. Fuck them. The world's not round enough for me. But i just need to freaking move on. Damn.

2009-07-12T20:16:00.000+08:00

Kay , i guess you're wondering what is this all about . Click on it to view more clearer picture . After like , for a long time we havent talk , finally the crapping have start ! HAHAHA . But for that particular day only ah , coz both of us like ... bored .. i think so .. HAAHAHAHA . he haven't been onlining much anyway . Ohya , its Yan . Yes , yanyanla in Habbo & Shazyan @ real . Gyeah his name is a lil bit girlish , i know . ^.^ Hmmm , so yeah , if you wanna know how's life , i should say .. As per normal ... There's still war(s) at home .... Can't say im really leading a happy life .. Not yet i guess . Hmm , or never ? Kay , i dunno . But for sure , life now , bleahhhs . If there's a chance , YES , I WOULD LOVE TO live another life :] But noway , what do you think this world is Shaf ? A space or something ? Pfffft . LOL . Me & boyfriend , nothing really much happening . To know that actually im contacting someone more then him , woah , rabak eh Shaf . Lol . Don't blame me ah if I do . I am the setie type , i know .. But , neglecting me ? Not a reason why i should be damn right down quiet and do nothing with my life . When i love someone , i really really love him . This other guy is just my friend & he's there for me when you're not . He knows deep down inside im actually frustrated with my life & he's trying to make me cheer up a lil' bit . Thanks Shah , you really did :] Boyfriend , i still love you yes i do . But , i just don't feel we're living in a way i want us to be . Damn right i just can't wait for us to be like last time ? Please make it happen :'[ OHYA ! BTW ! I DUNNO THAT I GOT LIKE , ALOT OF ENEMIES SIAH . COOL TO KNOW THAT ! WOOH ! Kay freak , whoever you are , i know , i know you .. Its just that you're the one who dont have the guts to tell me straight to my face with whatever your problems are with me . Who're you to bother my life ? So what if im fat ? Do i bother you ? Get a life lah VAGINAHEAD . Don't come in ppl's blog & trying to make a scene . Im kind enough that i didnt make my blog private ... Pleaselah , just get a work to do or bother someone else's life . I know im not giving trouble to anybody's life , so stop giving mine one ass hole . Hope that's enough for you . Want more ? Then i shall just ban you up . Got brains , use it up . Don't be such a scene kid here .

2009-07-07T21:46:00.000+08:00

Wassup ppl ? Farewell party for Ms Zee was effing great ! Will update soon about it okay . With loaaaaaaaaaadszxzx of pictures . Hmmm , btw , currently , i have this very great feeling , my bff's attached to my ex . Well , hmm , when i asked her , she didnt reply my msg . Kay wth , who cares ? Im attached ! IM ATTACHED ! MINDSET KAT MATAIR KAU SHAF . MATAIR KAU . hahahahahahhaah . But .... Bestfriend & Ex ? Wtfish ? Now i know what's the meaning of 'trust nobody even your own bestfriend..' At first it was .. 'Oh, nothing's happening between us..' 'he's a stmf...' 'we're just friends..' Now , attached ? WOW . Congrats . Im not making a big fuck bout it but i swear im just ... like .. WOW ah . Kay wth , why should i care ? Im all so worried about my boyfriend quiet all of a sudden ... now , this ? Wth Shaf , what do you deserve caring about all this ? Why do you have to be so generous to care about someone when they don't even care about you ? Why do you even act as if its normal that your bestfriend is actually attached to your stmf-jerk-useless ex ? Because i .. HECK CARE . I don't want to bloody ppl's lives anymore . Why should i bloody care when ppl dont ? What am i ? An angel ? Please wake up , i do have feelings to . Maybe to you its okay . But im the one experiencing it here hello ! One is your bestfriend and another one is your ex , so why bother ? Nothing do with you per Shaf ! YEAH RIGHT ! When it actually hurt deep damn inside to know someone you loe and someone you hate getting together . Sheeeesh . Kaylah , why am i stressing myself ? -Istighfar bnyk2- LOL . Kay , besides this , one HAPPY thing happened to me . Just onlined and check mails .. Saw one of em is bby's emaillllllllllll !!! woaaaaaaaaah . imagine ah , 1 week cannot contact him . Search for him like hell , finally he gave me an EMAIL ! This is what he said ..

bby, bukan i tk nk msg. skrg hp i dgn my dad. sorry i tk bilang u. tk sempat. pls jgn buat ape2 bodoh bila i tk dpt msg u. its my dad thats hold my hp.once i dpt alik my hp, i akan msg u alik k syg.pls beheave urself syg. jgn buat kerje yg tk baik.i syg u. reply me here k syg.kiter contact pat e-mail. Yours Lovely, Mahmod_Bujang

wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohoooooooooooo . LOL . kay ngantok . nk tido . nights . xoxo !

2009-07-04T01:20:00.000+08:00

Sup people ? LOL . Yeah , im alive . Im ALIVE , i know . Im not dead yet . Neither is this blog . Im not gonna delete my blog 'wawanhsahsey' .. Namer step maner nyer fenneh jer wawan eh . HAHAHAHAHA . Mampos , die Shaf die . He's gonna panchong my head if he reads this . LOL ! Kay wth . Hmmmmmm , its 1.26 AM on my laptop . Yes , its morning . Belum tido lagi Shaf ? Tsktsktsk . Lol . Ehmmmm , im a lil sad .... Kay maybe not a lil but alooootttt . My so called , 'last-minute-jodoh-husband' just passed away . Guess who ? Michael Jackson , yes . I may sound kinda crazy . But its crazy for me cos , days before he die , i dreamt about him , like suddenly . When i was sleeping at Shak's house , i just woke up frm sleep , Shak's big sister came in the room with a sad face telling us that Michael had just passed away . & wtf , now im watching Channel 5 , they're showing like a tribute to Michael Jackson ... :[ Sheeesh , i can't see Michael Jackson face nor can i hear his song . I can cryyyyyyyyyyyyyy if i see him or his songggg . T.T Before thinking of updating my post , i was searching for Michael Jackson's pic to put it at the beginning of this post . When i just get at the page where all Michael Jackson's pics are , i quickly close it down cos it my heart hurts . Weird huh . It feels like as if i have a very strong connection which him which i obviously don't . He died at 51(this year but haven't his birthday) my Uncle's age . Sounds crazy to be sooo in love with a man 5 times my age and just passed away :l Now i just noticed that i sound sooooo emo . Kay wth with this craps , i have a life . MOVE ON SHAF MOVE ON ! Of course uh duh ~ Im just 15 ! *smacks forehead* Hmmm kay , enough of the bad news , now with the good news . I dunno if its a good news to you guys but its sure a good news to some of my friends who've been longing for this . Im attached . Yes , finally , after this 5 months , IM ATTACHED . Lol . Don't try to guess who he is cos the most important thing is we love each other .. Actually , i don't really think about being attached . Hmmm , its just that , he's been asking me for stead for like aloooooooot of times & as days stood by , i found out that he's the one i really need and love . & recently he busted me . Hmm kay , cannot say busted uh .. He used his another no. to msg me . Acted out as if he's another guy & that 'another guy' wants to like 'date' me ... Im sooooo stupid to fell for it . I layan-ed the another him , even though i had the feeling that the another him is maybe his friend or whatever uh . Finally he told me the truth that the another him was him & he wants to find out whether im a loyal gf or not which I AM ! Lol . Since there , our love story began . Woooh . HAHA ! Pray hard for it to be a last long one aye [: Hmmmmm this one whole day bby's MIA . Kinda worried but , thinking positive . *Istighfar bnyk kali tenangkan hati* LOL ! My sony ericson w980i was fucking confiscated by bloody mum . I fucking swear i began to like hate my mum .... :l
Hmmmm , sleeeepppyyyyy .
Bye ppl . Tc .
xoxo .

2009-06-12T12:57:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went swimming with girlfriends Dayang&Ika . I swear it was fucking fun . Lol . Alot of things happened . Both good&bad . Wahaha . Hmmm , when we reach there . Its kinda funny story . We dunno where to buy the tix to get in . HAHAHAHAHAH . kekek sak xDD Then we saw this sign where the tickets are $10 for adult & $8 for child .. Me&Dayang were like .. Woah , sial ah . Expensive siah . Check2 , the counter got no one . Wanna noe why ? Its a counter for football match tix . HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA . Paisey siaaaaaaaaaaaah . hahahahah . Then we went up & hang around bcos we dunno where to go & find the tix . Ika called her bro & asked . We acted as if we're waiting for someone which we were obviously not .Muahaha . Then we explored , went inside , & there it was .. Hmmm .. We proudly pressed for Adults . When wanna take out money , Dayang was like , eh , we're above 18 meh ? Then i was like , reading the thingy , & Adults are for 18 & above . HAHAHAHA . So , we're suppose to press for 'child' & we spent $2.40 altogether . 80 cents each . Pfft , cheap . HAHA . Hmmm then ... We get changed ... & put our things in the locker which we had to pay 40 cents for it .. & i was soooo stupid , cos my handphone was still on my hand as i was msging bby when ika just locked the locker & our slippers were still ON us . Yeah , ON our little feets . LOL . So , we had to pay 40 cents AGAIN to open & lock back the locker :l Hmmm , thennn , WE WENT SWIMMING ! FINALLY ! hahaha . Ika went for her 'laps' ... Me&Dayang like lil' kids swim around splashing water just to wait for Ika to finish her laps .. Then we played games like ... throwing the key and dive in to take it kind of thing ... Thennnn , we went to the CRAZY RIVER ! Its fxcking crazy that i injured my leg & ika&dayang injured their fingers . But its fxcking fun & fast i swear . Thenthen , there's this bunch of , tak menjadi matreps ... they were talking whatever fuck i dun remember , but i remember dayang replied back , 'eh , suker hati kau ah ..' or something .. HAHAHAHAHAH . kiwak , kekek per . Then that kid rolled his eyes to Dayang . LOL . Then after that , we went to the big pool . Which is like , at the middle of the whole swimming thingy . Where waves happened . We went there actually , for the waves . Until water splashed out & we got all excited . But we wait like fxcking long for the wave -.- & spy-ed on this couple until wear goggles & dive in just to see what they are doing . AHAHAHAHAHAH . kanina siah satu2 ... & soon , we get bored of waiting & decided to finish this swimming thing by going to the crazy river again & then the slides .. But something happened ah . Lol . We lost the key to our locker . AHAHAHA . Then each of us started to like , search for it . In such a big , wide pool , searching for a small-shiny-attached-to-a-rubber-band key . & we didnt get it ... & made us like , no mood to swim already ... But then , ika&dayang decided to like , go on with our plans to go to the crazy river & stuffs , but , i was like , worried about the key , that i dun wanna swim again . So , ika decided for us to like , seek help for our keys .. We asked this small 'booth' or whatever it is , & they told us to ask the office . We went up & asked , & guess whut , WE GET OUR KEY BACK ! Wooooh . Hahahah . But i still got no mood to swim back , but Dayang was all forcing me , so i just had to give it a go ... They decided to go to the crazy river again ... & not ride up the slide .. & we went around .. For like , 2 rounds i guess . & we had fun ... Hmmm , after that , we stop swimming & get changed . & as i was bathing , this bloody chinese asshole move my shoes & bag anyhow . You may think im pathetic for like over reacting just beacuse she moved my things , but , she didn't just move it , but , throw my shoes on the floor . Wtf . Dayang was all like , talk loudly in english & tell me what they did . I dunno if they hear but i think they did & show the bloody attitude face . =.= Hmm , then we eat at the stadium or sports complex i should say .. We dunno if we can eat there but we just did . Hahahaha . Hungry siol .. Anything for food ah . HAHAHAH xD Then matreps disturbed us but we ignored . Then went home .............. blablabla ... Ate ice cream . Hahaha . After swim , eat ice cream eh .. Coool ~ LOL . Tired siah . Stamina not good . Hahaha . Long time havent swim or play hockey , so stamina not good . Heeeeeeeee :D I swear , im fucking like .. lemah .. body aches evrywhere , till now . Reached home , changed & everything then i took a nap .. Woke up , found out abg went ton with cuzzies ... Had to wait for him till he come back . Otp with Azam & had a lil' fight .. hahaha . Got so mad , bby called . Then talked till 2 ... Bby kinda mad with me .. Cos i layan Azam when he keep calling me . Bby , sorry k ? ;[

Bye , tc , xoxo .

2009-06-04T22:36:00.000+08:00

Me&Fatin . Abit blurr . Before sabo-ing Aisah . Sempat per amek gmbr . Ahahaha

Yest yest ... Hmmm ... On the 2nd ... Went out with RtK Habbo Clan .. Not actually went out ahh .. Wanna sabo Aisah . Muahaha . Was fun . They played basketball , soccer .. & i swear Nazly was sexyyyyyyyyy . AHAHAHAAHA ! xD One of their friend who i dunno , came with a motorbike & i swear his motorbike was like , damnn hot . Hmmm , the trip to there was fun . Guess where 'there' was .. PASIR RIS . Fxcking far per . Haha . But worth it ah . Went there with Fatin , AtokAsh & Nash . Nash was gala . As in , freaking tall . & when wanna get out of the mrt station & go up the bus , i can't tap cos something's wrong with my ez-link .. Particularly when Nash is behind me . Nash, this is all your fault .. Grrrr . Ahaha . Hmm , so , as i was saying , the trip to Pasir Ris was fun . We did our own things inside the mrt .. As usual , i was listening to the songs .. As pasir ris was freaking far , we get ourself a seat . I sat with Fatin , AtokAsh & Nash each sat alone .. Hmm , something freaking funny i wanna tell is .. Is not funny lah .. Hmm , when we're reaching there .. 1 station before pasir ris .. or 2 .. i think .. there's this bunch of matreps ite , came in .. at first when they came in , the crowd was .. okay2 .. not that pack .. but there were still ppl .. so , the only available seats are beside me & infront of it .. So , those matreps seat there .. After 1 station , alot of ppl came out & the mrt was empty . There's still ppl , but then , there we alooooooooot of empty seats . So , you know , matreps , they'll strt their scene . I swear they speak like , louuuuud siah . Padahal , they changed seat , but still , seat near each other siah . Makes no sense ah . Even me , who's listening to song , can hear em' . Wtfish , scene kids . Lawl . When we reach there .. As what i expected .. Phees was loud . Haha . But cute . That's for sure .. Hmmmm ... Kay , lets skip .. We sabo-ed Aisah .. played basketball&soccer (i didnt cos i was wearing skirt -.- , so basically had not much fun) .. sat down & ate cakes ... Then got to get at amk home by 5 .. was waiting for Adam to fetch me .. & a lil' pissed . He told me he wanna send me home .. From pasir ris , to amk , you guess ah , how long .. limit2 pun , it takes like , 1 hr .. Frm there , i need to take bus to intrchange .. Then take mrt .. So ... im obviously rushing .. Then Adam , diedie wanna meet me at this nearby block . I was pissed , i msged Fatin & called ppl & said vulgars .. Then adam was like .. 'you , pls , tkmo mcm ni..' then he promised me im gonna reach amk by 5 .. So i just give it a try .. If not , i thought of going back alone .. Then when i meet him at this blk .. Guess what ... He's in his car . I went in and was like .. 'you didnt tell me you got a car ?!' then he was like .. 'it was suppose to be a surprise ..' then i was like ... 'this is your surprise ?!' Then he sent me home .. & we get lost .. Haha ... I reach there before 5 .. kinda bored .. Wanna spend more time with him .. :l

Hmmm kaylah , gtg .

fxcking mom noisy

Bye , xoxo

2009-05-25T20:17:00.000+08:00

Errmmm , im not sure if you can see the last pic .. It was a convo about me & Alyf . & i swear he's a big time .. Sulker ? Not sucker but , SULKER . He basically asked me if i know he likes me .. Then i say , 'Uh no ..' Then he was like .. "haizzz ..' & offlined . Wtfish ?! -.- Get a life lah freak . Wear some pants , not skirt . Be a man uh .. -.-

ADAM LAMBERTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT . Hmm , so know you know , i've been loving Adam Lampard . Yes ppl , i know he's a gay . Actually , you guys are not even sure if he is . You just look at a pic where's his kissing a guy . So , by that .. he's a gay ? Kay , what am i kidding , he does look like a gay . So what ? He's hot & i love him . Lol . Ugh dammit , he's cute ^.^ Can't wait for holidays . Got so much plan with so much ppl . & im like ... SO EXCITED . Dammit . Lawl . Shoutout to Adam , not Adam Lambert , but Adam , my 20-year-old friend .. Hmmm , since when did you care ? Weird ~ :l

Bye ppl , xoxo

2009-05-20T15:54:00.000+08:00

The one in black , Kak Yaya's lil bro . & he's like , fxcking cute ?! Ahhhh ! xD

KakYaya&AbgAshri finally married 18/05/09 :]

Awwww , sweeeeeeeeeet >.<

KAK YAYA LAWAAAAH SIAAAAAK .

I look fugly :l

Berkat .

The day abang ash marry is the day kak yaya's sister marry too .

Double marriage ! :D

Kak Yaya & sister like , hot ?!

Obek Alon silat . One of the pros in pros-s .

First time i see my beloved abang arin silat . & it's kinda sad cos his eyes were red when he were silat-ing & he salam-ed Abang Ash like damn longg .

& omgay , one of the budak kompang kid's hottttt ! >.<

We also celebrate mother's day . The mothers celebrating ..

The cake we made from Secret Recipe & all our cuzzies fork out money to make this special cake .

Beloved neneks . My nenek(the right one) cried ;[

Last pic before we went home . Beloved cuzzies <3>

I know i've not been updating . Well , SORRY . Lawl . Lazy siah . hahaha . & esp when its MYEs but it has just ended . Well , from the pics , you can see , my cuzin bro , Ashri , just got married . Yippeeee . It was fun . Budak2 kompang SOME hotttt :D Seriously ahhhhhhhh . Actually almost all hot , but they use their 'hotness' wrongly by doing tattoos , piercings & stuffs . Tsktsktsk . Do you know how it feels walking behind the bride&groom & behind you are hot2 guys down the red carpet or whatever .. I wont forget this feeling . It feels like as if you're the 2nd bride . Evrybody looking at you especially when hot2 guys are behind you . Fuhhh ! Hmm , most of the time there i stand , until my heels broke , but my dad saved the day ! Thanks Baba :D Today , post-exam , went to SingaporeArtMuseum . Kinda fun .. Went back with Shak . Talk about marriage .. & i told her i want our next bro cuzzin to marry fast bcos i want the marriage thingy to happen again . Lol . Gatal eh Shaf eh . xDD HmmmmmHmmmmm , what to say ah ? My mind blank siaaah . Hahahahaha . Ehmm , eh siaaaaal ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh , B.'ve been sleeping likee , looooonnnggg ?! From 10+ am he msged me till now , 5 pm ?!?!?!?!?! Omgaaayy , B. wake uppppppppppp , Imysm :l

Bye , xoxo .

♥BabyAzz .

2009-04-26T22:37:00.000+08:00

Kay , AGAIN , i need to off this bloody comp soon . So , as usual , a brief one ah aite . Today = TIRING . Woke up early in the morning just to accompany bro to visit my bro's gf's grandfahter funeral .. HmmHmm , stood up a lot and go there here , so , tiring ah .. Lol . & kinda shy cos I KNEW NEITHER OF EM' except for Kak Wawa .. Duhh .. butbutbut , SATURDAY WAS SUPER FUN ! Weeeeeeeeee . Went out to study , made classTee & have fun with Putri , Syafiq , Hirzi , Firdaus & Syarif . Mostly Putri , Syafiq & Hirzi . Damn , Hirzi crapped alot sak .. hahahahah . Waliao , i cant stand his crapness . He made me wanna pee sia that time .. & there's this particular time .. Me & put just came back frm toilet , otw to McD , to buy food straight away .. Just went down the escalator , i shouted , 'PUT ! WALLET AKU !' Then putri was like , 'SHAAAAF , MANER WALLET KAU !!!!!' Then we started running .. Ahahahahahahhaah . Funny siol . Will elaborate more on the next post . Btw , something sad happened .. Its not a sad thing actually .. But the way me & bob express each other feelings is like .. a saddening thing .. & when i was talking to him at msen , i was talking to feeq too . So , i let it all out to Feeq , & Feeq was like , 'UIK ! DONT CRY !' loooooooool ! Funny ! hahaha . Seriously , i love Bob , As a bestfriend that is . & the way we talk is like .. You know when its hari raya and you slm2 and ask for forgiveness ? Like that ah .. The feeling's like that .. LOOOL !
Kay gtg , bye , xoxo ppl .

2009-04-24T19:29:00.000+08:00

Left , drawn by me , Right , drawn by 'Pro Feeq'

Gave feeq a drawn oreo at msen .. & frm there , where this drawings started .. Im sooo fucking jealous Feeq can like , fucking draw nicely , pakai msen plak tuu .. Waliao ! %^&$%^&*

As you can see , my drawings , all cacat ... Feeq's lawah2 .. Dammit .. >;( Today .. Malay Exam , Paper 1 & 2 .. thank god , not too hard , not too easy .. Overall , okay2 .. Touched when my bloody friend woke up at 6 just to sms me good luck .. Lol .. Yesterday , otp with baby , he's a lil bit mad at me , for like , listening to song more then talking to him .. Till now , he nvr text-ed/called me .. Haizzzyyy ... Hmmm , as you know , i only update when i feel like updating .. LOL! Yes , bloody hell Shaf for that attitude of yours ! Muahahaha . Lol .. Well , one word , two syllables , 'MALAAAAAAAAAAAASSSS' Heh ;D Somemore its the exam period , & gyeah , i've started studying . yes ppl , IVE STARTED STUDYING .. i know its soo un-me .. But what to do , for the sake of results , i studied :D Tmrw , going library with Ika , Put , Syafiq , Firdaus , Hirzi & somemore i dunno who to study .. Then gonna buy class Tee .. Hmm , gonna be a busy day i guess . Invited Alfi along .. Well , since he got alot of problems , as a friend , i wanna be there for him ? Gyeah Shaf , hope you're not regretting with your decision .. Hmmm .. That's all i think ? Hmmm , haiz , i dunno if i miss baby , or just , hate him ... Dammit ;[

I don't know what's love , i don't wanna know what's love , i never want to know what's love .

2009-04-21T22:15:00.000+08:00

Kay , as usual , i only got lil time to update .. Hahaha . Sorry ahs , i always update blog when it came up in my mind to update .. And it always came up in my mind when mama ask me to off the comp .. Bloody hell .. Lol . Well , a lil' exhausted . Just now , napfa . & i slacked .. ALOTT . My group was just , Me , Eva & Syahirah .. 3 ppl , yes , 3 ppl .. Bahahhaa . & i felt a lil' comfortable doing it with only 2 other ppl .. Heees :D Today , school was fun .. Wanna know why ? We had like .. ALOT of free lessons .. OEL , History , English , ElectGeog .. Fuh , heng i come school .. Hahahaha . I miss baby sooo much ;[ HAHA ! Wth Shaf , wth . Random ah ehs . Onlined , & talked to ex-brotha , Ady , damn , he's nonscence .. hahahahha . Crap siah him .. Gila .. then ask me for asap somemore .. LOL . & wth , bloody Alfi just talked to me .. Eeeeew eeeew eeeeew !! Hahahahah . Busted eh Shaf eh .. Kaylah , that should be it . Heees :D
♥XanchikoBaby;AfanScandle;HADYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ;[
Saw Hadyy's msgs @ old hp . Dammit , miss him much . Be back soon aye bro ? I need you , my shoulder to lean/cry/hug/love on . hahahahah .
Chalo ~
xoxo .

2009-04-16T19:32:00.000+08:00

Idunnowhatsfuckingwrongwithfuckingme . Listened to fucking 'kekasih gelapku' song , took out fucking contact lenses & just fucking cry .. Life is soo fucking unfair . Haizxzxzx . I dunno why i must fucking face all this problems when im just fucking 15 & i want to fucking enjoy my life . Why did i tell ppl that im fucking okay when im fucking not . Why everytime when they say about fucking love , i will fucking change in the inside , but still fucking smile . Why did i say i can fucking live without any fucking men , but its so hard to fucking prove it . One moment , i just wish that i have a fucking perfect life , with a fucking perfect boyfriend ; & that would fucking complete my life . Another moment , i just wish that i will not be fucking hurt by fucking love again , im gonna fucking stand strong and im gonna fucking change my life . Haiszxzxz .
One's too fucking cool , one's too fucking attitude , one's too fucking sensitive & one's too fucking hard to see .
Fxck life , fxck it . ;[

2009-04-16T18:30:00.000+08:00

Dammit , i love em ...

Like , sooooooo much !

JEREMY CARL BRYAN & SHANE CRUMP ! <33333333333333333

2009-04-15T21:46:00.000+08:00

Guess what ?

Close up .. A PAINTING OF A CANDLE ! lol . Wth .

Mama said , she name this pic , 'syurga di tapak kaki ibu'
wanna noe why ? cos the background .. those lil' feet there , is hers .
lol ! Good thinking mom .

Kay , now i got fucking 10 mins to update my blog .. Ermm Ermmm Ermmm . What am i suppose to say this 10 mins .. Hahaha . Kayu , ferst of all , just now , after school , esc cca , went to Ika house .. & guess what . We study .. Yes , STUDY . haha . So fun ! lol . Then went back home .. Otw , saw Jiji & her daughter .. Actually not saw ah , she wanna meet me for awhile since she at BP . Lol .. So met her a while .. Then mom called & nagged why im late .. Blablablaaa . Then you noe what ? Jiji ask me to help her carry her anak .. Im not all so expert in this , BUT I LOVEEE BABIES , ESP CUTE ONES , i carry ah .. then when carry-ing .. Fucker Jiji , ask her daughter to call me MAKSHAF . Wth sakkkk . MAKSHAF siol kene . Im not old siah . Do i look so fucking old ? haha . Im just 15 to be called MAKSHAF . -.- Dammit . Hahah . Im sooo frust about this you know .. I told my scandle & he made fun of me ... Haizzy .. But nvm , USED TO IT .. Lol . My scandle more older then me , then wanna make fun of me .. Tua btol .. Hahahaha . Then talked crap with him .... Ermm .. & YEAH ! DINO FUCKING STOLE MY PICS FROM MY FUCKING FRIENDSTER . Fuck you Dino ! Lol . Nolah , love you Dino . Waiting for bloody Yuzrin to online .. hahahah . tak online2 .. BIG 11 WOH .. BIG 11 . *winks* Hahaha , kay , you guys know nothing ..

p.s : Scandle cute banget ahkay ? ;D xoxo ^^

2009-04-14T21:22:00.000+08:00

BBQ @ Pasir Ris , around midnight . ;D

Wowwie . Is March a bad month or whutt ?! Lol . As you guys know , i've told you guys about the , my mom punched me & all that . Well , that's one of the bad thing that happen to me .. & well , you know whut ? That someone ah .. That particular someone .. is in love ! With another girl ! Wooohhhooo . Cool or whut ? Waste of my time , once cried for him & rejected alot of guys just because of him . Wow , im depressed . Whatever , still , LIFE NEEDS TO MOVE ON ! Im moving on ! I think .. Lol . By doing that dude , you made me lost faith , trust & feelings for you . You're telling me to move on with my own life & you to move on to your own life too . Well , if that's what you really wanted , i have no objections . Im willing . Woooh . & you noe after the incident happen . Incident as in , i get to know all this stuffs , im soooo depressed , that i called my lepak friends to comeby my house . & they did ! Duhhh ah eh .. Hahaha . Then i dunno why , depress2 pon , im still hyper . Bloody Farhan played my com & log in my msn & kacau2 my personal stuffs . Then we play with matchsticks .. Wawan keep shouting while he speaks & there's this particular time where i cant stand his shoutings , i take his lighter and like , serga him ah . How to say ah ? Hahahahha . Then he shouted like a mad woman .. yes , WOMAN , that i think , until outside my house can hear .. & then kan kan kan .. We played Truth Or Dare . & guess what ? THEY USE MY NEW WATER BOTTLE WHICH IS BLOODY CUTE COS GOT THE WINNIE THE POOH PIC STICKED ON IT & play with it . They turn2 until melayang . Chibai ah dorang . Grrrrr , i <3>;l Hahaha . & that should be it . lol . Im moving on ~ Cos now i noe , you're not a part of my life anymore ;D Thanks for the moments ! Appreciate it lots . Hope you're not regretting with your decision .

One last thing :

Fan = rotating apparatus giving current of air .

Ahahahhaah , for 'you know who you are' xDD

Bye people , xoxo .

2009-04-12T21:59:00.000+08:00

Kay , cant talk much . I know i haven't been updating .. Well , alot have happened lately .
& latest , i kena tumbok my mom , which makes my eye bengkak and hardly see this bloody comp screen . Long story about why i kena tumbok , when im free , i tell ahkay ? & , ermm , last friday , got bbq , with cuzzies & fam . Kinda fun , cos stayed up till 3 in the morning .. err , thats all time i have .. Ahahahha . Sorry aye mates . ONE MORE THING ! I MUST SHARE ! Cos its fucking touching . Someone gave me this . Cant tell who , but i noe that guy . *wide smilee* here it goes :

erm..im not really that good to express my love for in you in words.but i picked out this poem i found somewhere..er..so here it is.. =)

When I'm with you,eternity is a step away,
my love continues to grow,
with each passing day.
This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you...
you'll never really know.

You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
with each touch of your hand,
I love you more and more.
Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart.
So these seven words,
I pray you hold true,
"Forever And Always,I Will Love You."

I love you so much babe,i really do. =)

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW , SWEET KAN ?! Dangs , im touched . Bye , xoxo .

2009-04-04T22:56:00.000+08:00

6ixth sense ! CuteStuff !

DAVID ONLINEEEEEEE !!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !! Lols . Kay , I know you can't see what we're talking . Hahahaha . Basically , he gave me a kiss . Ahhhhhhhhhh ! *meltttttt* Ahahahahhaha xDD Kkay Shaf , tkmo over . Haha . TI AMO DAVID ! Un bacio per me ! Hahaha . I learnt a lil' italian from him :D Nothing much happened today .. Went Sengkan mall to shop .. Then went back 2nd home to teach .. &&& Saini cute sak . He's my tagged friend .. Then i ask him to give me 'luv' .. Then he was like , 'Why ? For what ?' Then i say , i wanted my luv there to be full .. Then he say , 'Ask your someone to give uh ..' Then i was like , 'huh ? who ?'

then he was like , 'your msn dp pic .. i jealous taw ..' xDDD WTH !! Hahahahah ! & that time , my msn dp pic was my pic with soulmate . Hahahah ! Saini , cute siah you ! kaylah people .

xoxo . bacio for you guys . which means , kisses for you guys . LOL !

2009-04-04T16:03:00.000+08:00

Wello .

Soulmate driving ; malaysia .

Ohyeah , to that someone who asked me why i call my bro soulmate , cos we're like .. Sehidup semati ? & that i love him :D I miss David siah ! DavidHotstuff , online ahhh ! lol . Just crapped with Apiz at msen . Damn , Apiz , NO GULA FOR YOU ! Muahahaha . LOL . Apiz , stop smoking laaaaah . ManInBlack @ HBOHits . Will Smith hooooooooott ! Bloody lucky siak his wife . & Jaden Smith , his son , is soooo cute . Long time nvr watch this movie , watch back , like , best gak eh this movie . lols !

I hate this bloody feeling . Keep telling myself i need time & that im too young . But when i see ppl outside , especially my bloody soulmate with his gf , i get sooo , upright jealous & all that . Told myself i can do it without any men . & that my friends&family are gonna be there . & love is not everything that concludes life . But now , bringing back the memories of me & Alfi & that love is everywhere .. Thoughts just changed . Maybe i should just still tell myself , i really need more time . Dunno whats bloody wrong with me . But i just keep rejecting any guy who asked for bgr . But then , when i look back at reality , i do need it . Man , Shaf , you're a fool . Shaf , you're not at your right track . Wake up Shaf wake up !

xoxo .

2009-04-02T23:28:00.000+08:00

Bloody eyebags . Shaf , MUST STOP CRYING . Damn .

Message for bloody peeps out there :

Why can't you guys just leave me alone ? Stop putting your burdens on me . Stop USING me . Please . I want to lead a happy life too . Why can't you see that ? What hurts most was that , neither of you thought about me . How i felt , how am i . All you bloody people think is you you you & you to just be happy . Well , how about me ? The one who is always there for you , cheering you up , but end up , when you have a bloody gf/bf you did not even think about me . When you have a problem , you always come to me . But when I have any problems , you're not there . You're with your bloody matairs or doing whatever that makes you happy .. What about me ?! Am i not a human too ? ;[ Im not complaining , im just SICK & TIRED . Damn , people , you dunno how sad & stress i am . Uh gaaaaaaah . Haizzz .

2009-04-02T17:27:00.000+08:00

Made a new friend ; David . Yaw dude , love being your new friend man ! Stay hot yo hommie . Lols . Darn , he's cute . Hahahaha . Well , nothing happen much really . School as usual .. & its THURSDAY ! My favouritest day of school . Eng , 1 period .. Then got chem , can sleep .. Hahaha . & PHYSICS ! I loooove physics even though i dunno what's the teacher's teaching . Lol . Ermmmm . The funny thing bout today is , when otw back home .. On the phone with Zaki .. Sitting on the bus .. When Zaki was like talking away .. I saw a mat motor uhs . He's hot & he's motor too . Suddenly , dunno why , i just said it out loud when im on the phone , 'Motor lawah sak ! Seluardalam pon lawahh !' ahahahahahahahah ! xDDD Then i was like , oooopppsss . Zaki was like , 'Kiwak Shaf , you see ppl's underwear ? Omg . Pervert!' xDD Then i was like , 'Noooooooooo , ternampak seyh !' Hahaaa . Seriously ACCIDENTALLY seyh . I was looking at his hot motor , suddenly i saw his underwear , i dunno if its an underwear or boxers , but whatever it is , im bloody paisey . Hahahhaha . Now , Zaki keep calling me pervert . Hahaha . Knnccb betul . Gtg out soon , meeting mum & bro dunno where . Haizzy , tiring . xoxo people .

2009-04-01T22:55:00.000+08:00

I drew myself . Ahahahahs . Looks weird xDD

JianHong kena punish . Hahah , sit outside class like no one's business .

Damn it , my mom 100% nutcase .

Weirdo .

LOL .

Tmrw i tell you .

xoxo

2009-03-31T22:54:00.000+08:00

Darn , i love em <3

2009-03-31T22:25:00.000+08:00

Well , obviously i've changed my blogskin . Lawahkan lawahkan lawahkan ?! To me it is uh , if to you its not , then ... you're blind my man .. Hahahhas . Im vs-ing Affey to see who's blog nicer . Hahaha . But i think his one still nice ahh . Simple but nice . Waliao . Mine like the modern-artistic-kinda-looking type .. but then , still nice kannn ?!? Affey >;p Hahaaa . At school today , almost most of the time , IM EMOOOO . Yes , emo shiatzxz . hahas . then got home , cried like hell .. because of 'something' that only Dayang know . & called Dayang to release out all my stress . Thanks Dayang , you've really helped me alot . I appreciate that babe . Thanks once again oh so much :D Then on comp , as usual and receive call frm mum . Answered & mom complaining about soulmate(abang) & his gf . Seriously ah bang , if you wanna have gf pon , pls atleast think about us ah . Mum who gave you money when she dont have so that you can go out with your gf .. Understand ah bro . There's limits . & you told mum that the bloody photoshoot you went with your gf is free , but then must pay $50 . Wth ? & you went just bcos of your gf ? Walao wei . Wasting money siah . And your bloody wawa is seriously taking advantange of you . Soulmate , i know you love her , but that's not a reason why you can lead a happy life as if you're rich and that mom and dad are suppose to pay for whatever cause you both went to . Tink bro think . You're working and wasting your work money for her . Yes I know she's your gf . But you have a life too kan dude ? So you're telling me you're living just bcos of Kak wawa ? Man , is this world not round enough for you ? Damn soulmate , i dunno why i hate you so much now . Stop hurting mom . IF CAN , PLEASE , atleast put mom first before your bloody gf . Its just freaking better if you just break her off . -.- & back to my happy stories ! lol . Yesterday met Fyq , went this block dunno where , then lepak . & i swear its like im fxcking talkative . He's soooo quiet that i can only hear myself talking .. Lols , when i ask him why , he say , i say him irritating , thats why he dunwanna talk . -.- LOL . Tmrw meeting Affey after cca . Damn , gonna be tired . Hope Ika/Dayang will follow . Either one . Hahaha . Please please please korang . Favour ah favour can ? xDD & now is 10.32 at my comp clock . Another .. ermmm .. 1 hour and 28 more mins , its gonna be , Aprils Fool &&& , PAPA'S BIRTHDAY !!! So in advance , HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA ! HOPE YOU'LL LIKE MY PRESENT ! & Happy Aprils Fool assholes . I know there'll be diff kind of tricks on me tmrw . For sure one ! hahahah . Naz Kaze ku kena masok hospital . Awwwwwwwwwwww , haiz ! Baby , take care with your broken hand ! Lols . Bye , xoxo people .

2009-03-27T21:33:00.000+08:00

convo me & Hirzi . How bloodyfool he is .. xDD
тєикιιαмє says:
woi
asal tadi tak pegi sch ?
- śнαғғy сαηdєlα ; яєggαєτоη/ρśyτяαηcε ! says:
Sakeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet
Asal ? Bnyk mencari eh ?
тєикιιαмє says:
betul ke ni ? xD
lol!
tapi tadi ade a few tak dtg
kau, lisah, and some other dude aku tk ingat
dylan tk dtg skolah tapi dtg cca O_O*

- śнαғғy сαηdєlα ; яєggαєτоη/ρśyτяαηcε ! says:
Dylan kan big head
ahahahah
тєикιιαмє says:
lawlz
- śнαғғy сαηdєlα ; яєggαєτоη/ρśyτяαηcε ! says:
ader hw ?
kau diam lah dgn kau pei 'lol'
xDD
тєикιιαмє says:
lololol
lolololol
erm
hw
ade
agaknyer
idk ^^

- śнαғғy сαηdєlα ; яєggαєτоη/ρśyτяαηcε ! says:
wth
then why did you go skool for ?!
тєикιιαмє says:
haha
boring oi tadi
tak tau kenape tapi boring gile
- śнαғғy сαηdєlα ; яєggαєτоη/ρśyτяαηcε ! says:
Hahah
asal ?
Class diam ?
тєикιιαмє says:
tak ar
mcm biase je
tapi p.e. kene lari 2.4 lol

- śнαғғy сαηdєlα ; яєggαєτоη/ρśyτяαηcε ! says:
tao
Hahahah
aku tngah sakit
imagine aku dtg
kene lari 2.4
wth
тєикιιαмє says:
mwuahah\
kau sakit ape seys ?
- śнαғғy сαηdєlα ; яєggαєτоη/ρśyτяαηcε ! says:
hahahaha
HIRZI !

тєикιιαмє says:
loL ?
- śнαғғy сαηdєlα ; яєggαєτоη/ρśyτяαηcε ! says:
AKU DOK BLAKANG KAU PON KAU TK TAO !
Rabak per kau
тєикιιαмє says:
sak ar
aku kat rumah sorg kau tau tak ?
- śнαғғy сαηdєlα ; яєggαєτоη/ρśyτяαηcε ! says:
what has it got to do with me being sick
hahahaha
тєикιιαмє says:
grr

Ahahahaha , lame arse seyh Hirzi . Just now went to Hougang Mall to eat .. After eating , dunno why , my body aching like hell . So i ask mom if can go home straight , if not , wanna jalan2 at there . But dunno why ah . Walao , this flu is like , damn .. My body cant stop aching ! Im like a dead body walking .. Lol ! Then yesterday right .. 2 minahs made me laugh .. i was walking to a coffeeshop , near my 2nd house .. then kan ... this 2 minahs walking pass me .. one of them said .. 'maner fair seyh like that!' Wth ? xDD Eng , fuuyyoooh . Dalah suare mcm tu .. Then after eating .. Otw back .. Mom buying bread .. I bump into them again ... & i swear they're staring at me . i give them the 'wth look' Seriously , wth ? They wanna stare me ? Walao . Dalah pendek mcm Hidayu . Im not criticising Hidayu . Seriously , both of them , SHORTIESSS ! -.- Then wanna stare2 . Get a life lah freaks . Then can stare2 me . Grow tall . Minum susu bnyk2 , baru stare2 . >;l Tired , wanna sleep . Night . Tc ppl . Love ya . Muahmuah .

2009-03-23T22:12:00.000+08:00

It seems like I love you more then you love me .
wtfwtfwtfwtf .
lovesuckslovesuckslovesuckslovesuckslovesucks ! ;[
tell me its not fair ..
you've changed .. ;[

2009-03-20T20:30:00.000+08:00

Abang&Me <3

Message for Dopes out there .

If you can't read , well i suggest , go for a reading course ..

As what Dayang said is true , i said :

Have the guts to tag , have the guts to put your name bitch.

Maybe you're not a bitch . But a son of a bitch .

Kay whatever . Read dok read . Open your eyes wide2 .. I don't mind what you wanna say .. Either its good or bad .. Just put your name lah .. Won't hurt mahh . -.-

Well , im having neither a good nor a bad day .. Kay , what am i kidding .. Lols . Im having my worst days ever ... Every night i can't sleep .. & almost evry night , i cried in my sleep ! Lols . & i need to off .. Wth . My bloody mom ask to off . Bye !

2009-03-09T20:43:00.000+08:00

Photo Of The Day

Stop being fucking biased .
Stop choosing who you love more .
Stop scolding me for who i am .
Stop asking me to stop being me , cos this is fucking me .
& not even you can change who's me .
Live with it . Hate it , fuck it .
You acted all sooo good to me .
Asking me to stop being rude to my bloody brother ..
& all i say was , 'Gyeah , everything bout him is bloody darn right .'
& you had to blew it all up .
What's bloody perfect with him ?
What's your bloody problem that it was all about him not me ?
I'm a part of you too .
Stop making him the bloody reason why you hate me .
Stop making me the bloody reason why you love him .
Everything is perfect on him .
But not me .
& for you bloody info .
Im trying my best to change to a whole fucking new me .
A whole new look & a whole new 'Shafiqah' ..
But you just don't bloody understand .
You won't even give me a chance being me , so why would you understand ?
Maybe you're ashamed for having me as your daughter .
With terrible looks&attitude problem ..
I know everybody was all like , 'Shafiqah this ..' 'Shafiqah that ..'
So what's making them bloody perfect ?
I know i'm fat but what makes you a size ZERO ?
I know i'm ugly but what makes you all better then me ?
But i know in every fucking person , there MUST be something beautiful in them .
Regardless nose , eyes , body , size , hands , foot , atttitude or whatever ..
Neither words nor actions can say .
NOBODY is PERFECT ..
Mark my words .. Nobody ..
If you're saying Allah , then i have to agree .
Then what makes you greater than him ?
What makes you more perfect than him ?
I know im UNPERFECT , but i know i can improve .
I know im UNINTELLIGENT , but i know i can study .
I know i don't have a happy&perfect family , but i know , i'm still living ..
I know nobody loves me but im sure Allah do .
Every single fucking problem i have , i intend to run away ..
But tell me whats the use ..
You'll be only wasting your pocket money to survive and buy food for yourself outside ..
You need to bring your school uni or just drop out of school ..
You need to find a place for you to stay which for me , my case , I'll have no one to tompang to , cos some of my friends/cuzzies can't like keep their mouth shut .
& now , all i do is just bloody care bout that fucking someone when he/she didnt even care bout me ..
All my love lifes came & go as and when they want to ..
People treating me like a piece of crap , tossing me around like nobody's business .
Scolding me whenever he/she wants regardless of how i feel ..
Throwing tantrums at me like there are no other people in this bloody world to throw tantrums to ..
Uh haiz .. Put a stop to it ah people please . Im sick & tired of living this fucking life . Life is hard , gyeah i noe , that's what evrybody say .. Im all oh-so-lucky cos im eating food , drinking water , going to school unlike those kids in Africa .. Just imagine , if i'm one of the Afric people , & i had to deal with all of this problems . I would die already i tell you . You will see me in the papers tmrw . Im not asking for more god , seriously . I rather live the lifes of the African people who are poor but happy with their families&friends .. Not having families&friends which instead of making you lead a happy life , but making your life more worse .. Fuck this fucking life of mine . People , treasure your life . Im treasuring , but im getting the bad impacts too . Whatever it is , i just wanna live my life happily .. I never been a hater , its just that i love them in a crazy way ..
Read , see , appreciate . Keep your bad comments to yourself if you can . Coz you dunno whats life being me ..
& to that dude over there ... Im being CARING , im concerning bout you .. Dont complain to me that i dont give a darn bout your life .. Stop smoking & drinking .. Your bloody face is seriously pathetic with than drunken face . Go for a checkup or something .. I dunwan my bestfriend to lead a life like an asshole . & Ahtoyy dear , i know you don't want to talk to me because i didnt meet you today afternoon , but im really really tired i swear . & i'm sorry ;[
Abdul Wafiy ; imysm .

2009-03-08T14:48:00.000+08:00

Khai & Ayie :D
Cute but ...
Emo tak menjadi .
Ahahha .
Khai mate sepet ! Woooohhhoo ~
xDD
Ayie show off cincin kapaa bro .
Not 1 but 2 ! dont playplay .. xDD

2009-03-05T17:16:00.000+08:00

Fyq's 'fake' tattoo

Putri&Me :D

Firdaus gila .. Kene rodok passtu giler . xDD

Fyq maen psp biler Chem ..

Firdaus&Hirzi tido biler Chem .

Hidayu&Susila tido biler Chem ..

As you can obviously see ... All this photo shows that .. Classes are getting boringgg !! Ahahaha .. Especially Chem siot . Tu paling bo tahan . But best ah .. Can , sleep , eat , play hp .. xDD The nerd teacher wont noe .. But suey , cos she will always call my name tu answer questions .. -.- Ahahaha . Well , sorry for not updating .. Uh wanna noe what happen yesterday ? I was hyper ah when i got home cos i met AlfaHanifi (my ex&bestfriend now) .. Then when i just got home .. Someone called me .. & its a private number .. I dunno who , so i go answer .. If i noe its that bitch , i wont answer .. Its the bitch who 'faked' wanna see me bcos she me , but end up , she slapped me cos she say i took her bf -.- Bodoh ehs , gadoh psl konek .. Tu Farhan , i dont even like , have the thinking that i will like him lorh .. tak terlintas pon dlm pikiran .. I seriously treat him like my bro lorh .. Ohya , she called me ... & the convo was like this (i did not remember all anyway .. Lol ) :

Shaf : Ah hello .

InaKatek : Hello .

Shaf : Ni saper ?

InaKatek : Aku ah ..

Shaf : Saper ah ?

InaKatek : Aku ah , saper lagi ..

Shaf : Kat dunie ni ader baper bnyk orang boleh call aku ? Eh btol2 lah , tk klakar .

InaKatek : Ina lah ina .

Shaf : Oh , per kau nak ?

InaKatek : Kau nak tao aper ?

Shaf : Ah , aper ?

InaKatek : Matair aku suker kao siol ..

Shaf : Ah , Farhan ?

InaKatek : Farhan ah , saper lagi ..

Shaf : Oh , maner tao scandal kau yg lain . Kau kan playgirl ..

InaKatek : Haha , klakar sngt lah tuu ..

Shaf : Aku tk ckp klakar .. Per sajer jer .. Abey asal ?

InaKatek : Abey asal ? Kau klakar per ?

Shaf : Kalau aku klakar , aku dah ketawe dari tadi .. Abeyh asal ? Dier suker aku dier nyer pasal ah .. Cmner kau tao ni ?

InaKatek : Ader orang pao aku ah ..

Shaf : Saper ? Aper pao2 . Bbual biar terang2 dok , aku bukan samer species minahrep mcm kau ..

InaKatek : Eh , aku pei psl ah joy nk bbual mcm maner .. Dino pao aku ..

Shaf : Aper joy2 ? Matair aku pei adek sdare ckp , joy tu happiness .. Kau panggil aku happiness buat aper ? -.- Mmg kau pei psl ah . Aku tkm ckp aku pei psl .. Its just that aku tk phm aper kau bbual , ada paham ? Minahtalkings , dont do well on me .. -.- Dino ckp aper ? Mcm2 ah korang . Tu pasal aku suroh gi skolah . Escape2 , lepak2 , tngok kang , new rumor kluar .. Baek per ..

InaKatek : That time , tngah lepak .....

Shaf : Lepak ? Biler ? Tak ajak siol ..

InaKatek : Kasih aku citer dulu boleh tak .. Kiter dah ajak kau lah .. Kau kan ader cca . Giler .. That time lepak , kiter maen truth or dare .. Pa'an tkder .. Cumer aku , dino , ahpik , wawan , dinah dgn kak bie ah .. Beh biler Dino nyer turn .. Aku yg tnyer question ah .. Aku curious psl matair aku asik msg kau .. So aku tnyer .. Kalau Pa'an suker kau ke tak .. Psl Dino dgn Pa'an bloodbrothers kan .. Beh Dino bilang aku the truth ah , Pa'an suker kau ..

Shaf : Abey asal ? Kau nak percaye Dino ? Kau dah tnyer Farhan lom ? Tkmo asal boleh sut ah , aku tk suker ah ..

InaKatek : Dah .. dah lepak , aku ambek dier dari skolah .. Aku tnyer dier ah .. Aku suroh dier bbual truth ah .. Dier ckp , dier suker kau .. Aku tnyer kenape .. Aku btol2 lost ah . Aku tnyer asal dier tk bilang aku ni sumer ..

Shaf : Abeh ? Dier ckp aper ..

InaKatek : Dier tk bilang aku psl dier baru knal kau .. So , kau dtg dlm hidop dier after aku dgn dier tngah matair .. Aku seriously tk happy ah sundal . Kau asal skrg nk curik2 matair orang ?

Shaf : Oh , so dngar2 , dier suker aku , aku pei pasal ah nie ? Kau pikir aku pakai susuk per ? Suroh orang suker aku sembarangan .. Aku tak suker dier lah . Sumpah , aku treat dier as bro aku .. Tak lebih .. Dier dah suker aku tu , dier peh pasal ah . Beh dier nk buat aper ? Mintak aku stead ? Ader 2 matair .. Beh skrg kau sound aku nk aper ? Bantai aku ? Rodok aku ? Smpai sundal2 sumer trkluar . Freeloader per nak panggil aku sundal2 ni sumer .. cermin diri kau ahh . Aku suey kwn dgn kau ah . Kau nk gadoh dgn aku psl konek ? seriously per ? Carik idop ah Katek .. Get a life , seriously . Jgn memalukan bt8 ..

InaKatek : Pasal kau , dier tknk bbual dgn aku , Dier dah sah suey aku dpt tao . Dier gadoh dgn Dino psl Dino pao aku .. Beh skrg hidop aku dgn dier bertaburan ah . Ni sumer pasal kau ah . Skrg kau nak buat aper ? Kau dah musnahkan bgr aku .. Beh kau nak buat bodoh diam gitu ah ? Carik idop ? Kau ah carik idop . Stop ambek2 matair orang .. Dalah dulu psl kau dgn Dino .. Skrg kau nak mataer aku plak ? Gian sngt per kau ? Gian sngt nak main tu puki ?

Shaf : Eh , pala puto .. Aper gian puki sumer trkluar .. Kau pikir aku tkder kerje lain per nak gatal2 dgn jantan lain ? Aku dah ader lah . Sumpah aku tknk matair kau . Dier pon bukannyer handsome yg aku nak dier . Yg psl Dino tu , tu pon Hucen yg buat2 . Bukannyer btol . Kau skrg tngah zaman aper ? Ketinggilan zaman per kau ? Paling kuat kalau aku nak suker suker ni sumer pon dgn Wawan ah . Dino , Pa'an sumer aku tk eran . Dorang kuat2 , bro aku .. Beh matair kau dah suker aku , kau mrh dier ah . Mrh aku buat per . Kau nak aku buat aper ? Bunoh diri aku so that dier tk suker aku ? Pikir ah Ina pikir . Da ah , mls aku nak gadoh dgn kau psl konek ah . Tkder life siol . Aku tao kau mmg tkder .. Aku tknk terinfluence kau & jadi mcm kau , seorang minah okay .. Aku tak pasal ah , kau happy ke tak psl ni sumer .. Aku sikit tk eran .. Aku tk maki2 kau , kau panggl aku sundal , puki miang ni sumer .. Pala jubo ah . Seriously tk puas hati , suroh Farhan call aku . Beh aku , kau , dier conference . Budak sec 2 nak carik psl dgn budak sec 3 ? baek ah kau .. Kay bye .

-end call -

lol . After that .. I swear its fucking hard to contact her .. Her hp line potong .. I dunno whats her house phone no. as it's private when she called me .. & even she didnt contact me .. Farhan did .. I asked Farhan bout all this . & he say its true .. Then i say i cant like him the way he likes me .. Cos i love Affey .. & he noes that .. But still , until now , Farhan contact me .. His matair dunno go where . i think she's preparing a compo on what to say when we're conferencing .. Lols . Till now , no news .. But i did see her at streetsoccer uh .. She's with other guy .. I dun noe if she's still with Farhan onot .. Kay ah , wtf ah eh . Suker hati mak bpk dorang ah .. Mls ah nak layan .. Lol . Bye , taking care ppl , muahsmuahs .

P.s : Affey going camp ... Gonna miss him ;[

2009-03-02T21:05:00.000+08:00

Wow . Just fought with my mom . Uh haiz . Evryday , not yet a single break frm her naggings . Either this ears that listen to her naggings or this eyes which keep crying when she shouted at me or whis mouth which keeps talking back to her that made her more angry to run away .. Then im gonna be either earless/eyesless/mouthless . Lol . That sounds sooo funny . Kkay . Whatever it is . Just gonna let you people know .. As long as my mom cant stop nagging evrytime when i got home , i'll be very very very emo . Emo sucks , i know . But it seems that i solve my problems by crying . So bear with my 'emoness' . You may say i suck , not strong or whatever . Well , im just brought up my a family which i cant talk my problems to sometimes , cos they're the problem ... & i had to cry evrytime i had a prob , that made me use to crying . Lol . Kay well , i've explained evrything . To the spammer or whatever it is ... Im shocks .. Cos i DO have a enemy .. So far , i didnt make anyone hate me b4 .. Unless i got kacau your matair .. Or you're jealous with me or whatever .. I dunno . But the bloody thing is .. Get a bloody fucking job , then spamming ppl's blog . Im fine with it actually . Cos i can entertain nuinsance like you .. I can deal with you any way i can .. 'MINAH TALKING : Warning ah ehs . Ku tak eran uh lu ehsai ke tak . Carik kerje ah joy baru dtg sini kacau aku pei blog . Maceh.. ' xDDD Kay shuddup Minah Shaf . Wowwwwwww . Thats so not meeeeeeee ! Astaughfirullah . Taubat Shaf taubat ... Ahahaha . Well , Mom I just wanna let you know . Whatever it is , how bad you ill-treated me .. I never have hated you . Even if i did . That was because , i said it when im angry .. Ppl say , when you're angry , you tend to talk things that you don't want to . Well ... I just dun understand why i must like .. carry all the burden with me ... When you're angry ... Moody ... Or whatever .. you MUST vent it on me .. I dun mind .. As a daughter , i really dont mind . I really understand .. But i just tend to not agree why must it be me , instead of other ppl . Sometimes , you scold me infrnt of ppl .. Which makes me sooo bloody ashame .. Cos , i have feelings too . How would you feel if Grandma scold you infrnt of ppl ? Uh haiz . I seriously hope this 'after-school-naggings' thing will stop .. I feel like running away . But i got no where to go .. & i still wanna school . & i love my friends .. So , whats the point . Im SERIOUSLY faking evry smiles . Not asking for any sympathy .. Im trying sooooooooooooo hard to be happy . Thanks Allah for this dugaan . Thanks for testing me . Im seriously tying to be patient with evrything that happens to me . What goes around comes around .. Sabar Shaf sabar .... Kay nowwwwwwwwwwwww . Just now after school , thought of meeting DeeDee & Fatin (the paitaw queens xDD )& all that .. But then , end up , i meet Ashreeq ONLY . Get to meet Mimi & NashJumper too . But for awhile . Both of them see me like ... nvr see ppl b4 . xDDD Then saw ex-twpian .. i called him .. then he see me .. & seriously with the look that he's scared of me .. Ahahaha . Do i look like a monster ?! Seriously lorh .. Shaf baik siol ... Hahahaha . Talks&Craps there .. &&& , at class , Syafiq send a song made by his cuz bro . Cool siah ! It goes like this .. :
pergi ke kedai membeli cuke ..
kalau tak suke , dengarlah saje ..
ini berite aku mao cite ..
kalau tak suker , dngarlah saje ..
pergi ke airport jumpe salakau ..
mereka menyanyi lagu aw aw aw ..
mereka berkata singapore bo bei cao .
Nananana , kaninabuchaochibai !
xDDD Rabak per Fiq ? xDD Best ah . Lol . I keep listening to it .. Ahahahah . Ohya ..
I seriously wanna shout out to these ppl . DEARIES , IMYSM !!! :
-Hadyy Muhd Rizal
-Muhd Ahkid Haziq
-IdaaahPendek
-Yuzrin Muhd Daniel
-Nur Shazyan
-Muhd Nawawin (awwwwwww , my cutest lil baby , imysm!)
-Ibu Rubiah(Hadyy's mom :D)
-Ayah Rizal(Hadyy's dad :D)
-Khairul Anwar Bin Rasyid
-FadlySpeedodevoooo
Kay , dat should be all ? If there's more , i will update kayh ?
Byebye ppl . Love you . Muah .

2009-02-28T15:58:00.000+08:00

Original Version of Dimana Katamu Yang Dulu . :D

I looooveee Man B's voice . His fuuuuccckkinngg hot ! Man B <33333333333333333

2009-02-28T15:49:00.001+08:00

Yancik ft. Nizam - dimana katamu yang dulu
Hooootttt ! I love Yancik's hair ! (Yancik : the original composer of this song & the one playing the guitar ; Nizam : the one singing)

2009-02-28T13:03:00.000+08:00

OHYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA .

Happy belated long time ago 15th birthday Mikail !

Just got a Habbo message from Darling Yuzrin . Weeeeeeee . Happy siol ~ Lol . Yuzrin Daniel \m/ :D

2009-02-28T11:14:00.000+08:00

Me & Aisha wrote cos we're bored .(mostly me xD)

Cinta TIga Segi/Perangkap Cinta lyrics :D

Aisha muke stoinkkk !!

Aisha drawing me =.=

Hahahahaa . Looks Funny kan ?!?! Kanina pei anak . Ahahaha.

Yesterday , Me & Aisha lepak2 at my class since both of us no work to do & me , escaped CCA , Aisha , nothing to do for CCA ... While lepaking .. I actually wrote things at this paper .. Then i thought wanna scan then put at blog .. But my bloody scanner spoil . Pala pluto btol ~ I wrote alot of things siol . Got 2 sections .. 1st one , is when im at physics class , & i wrote that .. I only remember .. i wrote .. 'I got 9/15 for my physics test .. wow , satisfied .. nvr get this kinda marks b4' then the 2nd one is when im lepak-ing with Aisha at my class .. & i only remember .. 'Affey msging me .. He wrote me a song & its like this : Go Iqah you so fine , you so fine you blow my mind . Go Iqah !' xDD & .. '4.48p.m : Aisha dah bobok !' loooooool . Fuck lah tu scanner . Spoil everything ehh . Uh haizzzzzzzzzzzz . Bored . I remember i got alot of thigns to tell . But dunno why .. now i blank .. Lols . Uh , gyeah , in the paper got 'heartbraker' & '_ _ _ _ you sucks' all that .. It was something that happen .. & i dun wanna tell ppl again cos i noe that later the freaking feeling of angry and a lil sad will overcome me ... Whatever , a message to the dude over there .. I've waited like a stupid kid for you .. End up you say , you treat me like your sister ? Go and die ass hole . Now , i don't even want to be you sister or whatever . What my mom said bout you were all true . YOU'RE A BIG TIME ASSHOLE , JERK , SWEETTALKERMOTHERFUCKER ! ;) I can live without you boy . Seriously . & i deserve someone else better then you . && I got one already :P Get a life freak , grow up .. Sweet talks & lying wont help girls fall in love with you . You're still 15 ~ Remember that .. You sweet talk & lyings does not go around with your '15 image' .. I regretted knowing you . Uh , gaaaaaaaah . Yay . I've vent my anger . Hahahahah . Now , my wishlist , is YOU just to die . YOU stop breaking ppl hearts especially me . & YOU to get a life , grow up be mature . Your 'merajok2' seriously makes me hate you more . Pandai bbual . Step bbual mcm dah 19 , 20 gitu .. Part merajok tu boy , dah over eh . Nak step bsar tk menjadi -.- There you go . To you noe who .. Dunno , ask me . Lol . Oh gyeah , last night fought with Khai . He irritates me , so i rejected all his 22 calls . Muahahahah . Easy as to say .. Yesterday i suey ... Cos i woke up late .. Came late to school .. Dad , bro & mum .. as usual .. throwing tantrums at me AGAIN . Wow . 'this is life' .. Gyeah , this IS life . Getting hard labours each day .. Got scolded for no reason =.= .. Uh haiz .. Tkper Shaf tkper . You got Allah . ;D & your bffs & AFFEY ! Ahahahaha . Enjoy reading ppl . Chiaoz ~

2009-02-23T23:09:00.000+08:00

WOOOOWWWWIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEE ! Sorry sorry sorry for not updating for a looooooooong time . I wanted to update , but evrytime i go in blogger , i got other important things to do .. Sooo , sorry ah ! :D Heeee . Alot of things happened recently . I really really really wanna tell you everything , but time's flying fast , so can't . Its 11.16 now , and i have to sleep at 11.15 actually . Lol , still have time to unrot my blog gyeah . Ermmmmmmmmmmmmm . What ah ? Ohya , i got ALOOOOOOOT of pics to update . About me & ika cam whoring at class ... Mikail's birthday .. Class 3/2 .. Then funny story , us , the mlys , etc, Me & Gfs , Syafiq , Putri , Fird and all dat made funny names for ourself .. Next post , when im free , i tell you what our names are ohkay ?
Love you ppl . Byebye . Muah Muah . Taking care :D

2009-02-15T18:48:00.000+08:00

Bad&Good news . Mostly Bad uh . Lol . But nevermind , Shaffy staying strong . I guess . Abang just came back from Cambodia last Saturday . He bought me a truckcap and shades . Thank you Abang very much . Fucking nice I swear . Then he tell us about Cambodia . How was it . How was the food and all that .. Then about the orphanage there . & on that , it kinda touched my heart .. & I feel like i wanna go there . Seriously . He said theres this cute little boy .. Wanted to hold him in his hand while walking .. But my bro was like busy talking to other kids , so he didn't realise uh . Suddenly that boy just went walking with a sad face .. Then my brother saw , call him and hold his hand . & he was all happy and stuffs . Another cute lil girl , call Kak Wawa and just hugged her . & When Kak Wawa carry her to take pic , she kissed Kak Wawa . Awwwwwwww , sweet right ?! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr . Then bro tell me at the orphanage , theres this guy , same age as my bro , 19 , came to him and talk .. My bro said his hot , but i cannot really believe my brother bcos he's hot & my hot are waaaaaaaay diff . Seriously . Lol . Then the 19-year-old guy told my bro that he wanted to go Uni , but he got no money . My reaction when bro told me was seriously like , WTF ?! Kesian siol . I feel like going Cam & give him money to go Uni & adopt all those lil kids .. They're fucking cute .. If i got time , i upload the pics okay ? The saddest thing is , I can see a change in my dad's & mom's prangai . Seriously . Its obviously they choose my bro more then me . But then , Shaf dont that care ah . By 'dont that care' as in , i dont give a fuck they love my bro more or whatever . but still , the feeling is there , im a human too right ? Uh haiz , then i recently fought with someone special that i love .. But its all my fault , cos i find fault with him xDD Lol . Rabak pei Shaf . But we are okay after that . He kept calling me 'baby' just because i told him my parents did . Then by realeasing my stress bout all the thinking i have to deal with , my family & i went to Mustafa . & Yes , you guessed it right , my mom's cousins' place . And by cousin , i mean , banglas . Sarcastically ah . xDD Then otw there , in the car , guess what ?! ALFI CALLED ME ! Weeehooo . Not saying im happy , im just glad he still contacting me .. Weeehooo ! Lol . Can see a drastic change of mood in me . Mom was like , 'Eleh , mentang2 Alfi call dier , happy ah tu !' xD Cb eh my mom . We talked bout things .. Yeah things .. You dont need to know .. LOL ! I just shopped happily there .. Making jokes & disturbing my bro as per normal . Seriously , everybody's looking at us . Hahaa . After that when i got home , I fought with Khairul . Because i was all moody then he made me more angrier by putting down the phone when im talking . Its just basic respect ah , when a girl is talking , listen . Then he msg me , IN CAPS , saying why im like this all that , why i dun wanna talk to him all this . What fuck ?! Then he say he's stress being with me . I fed up , I just say , 'in that case , do you wanna stop contacting me?' Then he call , then he said sorry & stuffs . & since then he kept smsing me to like comfort me and ask if im okay or not . Seriously , HE'VE CHANGED . My smses are now more to his name then Affey's . Its like , Affey's sms and his sms are competing each other . Lol . Don't get it wrong , still , me & Khai , JUST FRIENDS . Now , im at Comp Lab 4 of ChuaChuKangSecSchool with Ika , Dayang , Insy , Putri & Khalisah . Kay , dat was sooo formal . Lol . Seriously , no work to do , feel like updating blog , so , here you are ! Hahaa . Taking care people . I wanna update again . Pics about me & ika just now Art cos bloody teacher never come . Haha . The pics were funny , believe me . We just suddenly thought of taking funny faces pics . Uh yeah , i forget , i gtg . xDD Byebye people , taking care . Love you , muahsmuahs (to those who I know only) LOL ! :DD
i want him back in my life , but i know it will be the biggest mistake , i guess ..
i need to move on ? i need to accept the fact that i need to love someone else ?
Comeon ppl , give me something , anything ?! Lol .
Love can't be forced .
Knowing someone you love attached already hurts ..
And by that , its not 'him' ..
Its someone else who i still have feelings for .
But he's a pure matrep ?
So why should i still have feelings for him ?
Uh , grr , SHAF ! Stoppit . Control your emotions ..
Don't love alot of ppl .
& dont love alot of ppl , it means , GUYS espeacially .
Stop & think bout something else more important Shaf !
There's more years ahead ..
There's enough time for a new , fresh one isn't there ? :DD

2009-02-13T17:46:00.000+08:00

Kiwak , yang tepi2 tak lawah kan kan kan ?! Hahaa .Tkper , i looooove the background . Just came back from school . As per normal , Me & Dayang & the usual minahs escaped from cca .. Chi Bai siah ccks . Nak escape cca siket pei susah . Nak kene ader tu form lah , ni form . Cam bodoh gitu ah .. Bagi kiter kluar jer kan senang . Nak susahkan idop kiter kenaperkan BodohBodohBodoh . End up , kiter dapat jugak keluar . Serious shit , i hate my school . =.= Then tu RGN , Shaf pei dad dah sound dier , change the time or something ahh . Why must scold me back ?Bodoh kan ?! Ccks makin rabak per ? Strict tak menjadi . Pffffft .. Alot of things happened to me actually , but too much in soo little time .. Need to siap , Baba wanna bring me go out makan . InsyaAllah , i come back , i update ahkay ? Hahaa . Love you people .
i cant accept the fact i still love you . uh gaaaaaaah .